It was at this time that she was raped repeatedly by the Russian soldiers for 14 days. The article is somewhat vague on how she got home, but she did. Her father was dead but her mother was not. She told her mother about the horrific events and received the cold shoulder. Her mother instructed her to never speak of the incidents again. Gabriele wrote notes to herself about what happened and how she felt. She used these note to write the book.
As a result of the rape, she has had trouble forming relationships with women. She is friends with several men, but has only had feelings of love for one person. That person is her former therapist. He broke off the therapy.
Despite the emotional trauma, Gabriele became very successful as a professor of physics. She does still have trouble sleeping, and eating. She decided to write her story using her own name because she figured that time was running out. Many women who were experienced WW2 are deceased.
This article was very sad. I can't imagine going through what she did. I am happy that she was able to become successful in her career. I am sad that she has struggled with post-traumatic stress disorder since 1946. I think that it is very good that she wrote her story. It takes a lot of courage. I hope that it was therapeutic for her. I wonder if she was in America if she would have told the story sooner. It was difficult for her to even go to a therapist. I am curious if some of her hesitation is because she was in Germany, then Poland. Unfortunately, I do not think that I will read her memoir. I don't enjoy reading about those topics.
This article can be found at:
http://www.spiegel.de/international/germany/0,1518,680354,00.html
This article was written by Susanne Beyer
I have found writing to be a successful self-therapy tool for my PTSD. Rapes of women in (Eastern) Germany by Russian soldiers was widespread during the end of the war and continuing for the next couple of years.
ReplyDeleteIt's a testimony to her inner strength, and how much she has healed, that she was able to go back through all of her notes and compile them into a book, so many years after she was forced to suppress her feelings about the incident.
It is amazing that she has managed to do something successful with her life, like becoming a professor in physics. I can't imagine overcoming so much. I would be fearful to step foot outside my house if I had gone through much. This is nothing short of remarkable.
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